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Monday, July 4, 2011 @ 3:13 AM
Today I saw my toughest boys crying non stop. They are the boys who would never in your wildest dreams cry in public. They are the boys who would just keep their composure.
But today, I saw all of them cry. I told myself not to cry at the funeral but seeing them cry. I just couldn't. We all feel lost and sad but I can't imagine how Azmin is feeling right now. I can't imagine losing my mother when I am this young.
He said something that makes me cry every time i think about it... "Yesterday i had a mother, today i don't". It hurts me alot to hear him say that and when he told me he couldn't accept the fact that the mother is gone...
All I want to do right now is hug Azmin real tight and tell him everything is going to be alright but I know it wouldn't change anything.
